Makes you forget your name
Who you are, where you are, Whose you are
Pain so real you can see it
Smell it, touch it
Pain so fresh it's almost attractive
Almost beautiful, almost seductive
Almost...
Pain! Deep!! Real!!! FRESH!!!
Everything and nothing
How can everything you feel consume all that you are and leave you with nothing?
How can you understand that there is a better way to think but keep feeling?
How can I, by the Grace of God, feed your soul when mine is starving, stagnant and repulsive?
If I can't practice what I preach then I have no business blogging.
I'm leaving for a while...
Till I can put pen to paper and smile as I write, not cry
Till I feel again that the words I write are not mine but God inspired
Till He leads me back to The Way and off the way to The Way
Till then...
John 14:6 Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me"
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Alot is happening and between my health, school, work and family i need a minute to see the leaves on trees. I'll be back someday, reading your blogs, leaving annoying, long comments and posting hilarious nonsense that somehow ends up meaning something. If you need someone to pray with or just talk to send me an email or holla on twitter or skype and i'll be there for you, by His grace of course :)
Stay blessed!
